I'VE MOVED

hEY PEEPS, I'VE MOVED TO LIVE JOURNAL!

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Photo

I can't seem to upload any photos from my iPod:(

Class outing

The class outing was really fun- we went to Ashley's haha anyw I have yet to complete my totally brain stressing homework. And like I havent even started on anything!! God please help me- I have decided to start tmr ... And I do hope to finish all of them ;) anywho, I am really excited fir genee however I don't know what to wear, I think I am going to wear jeans, with a black top- not site how I'll look- or maybe I will wear one of my moms tops/ agh I don't know :( all I know is I'm so super physced < how to spell! Anywho heh I have totally decided on my goal which is quite absurd - I wanna study hard and get into a good jc- and go abroad to study heh" make that very impossible anywho I hope that this is the very path my father wants me to take:) on the plus side, I am going to experience a once in a life time thug- genee !!! Yahoo " it is certainly my very dream to get to see beautiful ballerinas dancing their hearts out and me getting to witness it all, I wonder if I will ever get to be that good I think rachel ng can la haha ok anyhow I really should get back to my whatever u am doing so cyl!

its the hols:]

its the hyols and i went to ashley's hse yesterday for class party... it was fun haha wait, i wanna change my blogskin, ctach you later

Help?!

i just do not know what i have to do right now, I asked him a simple request to make the music softer, and he got so worked up! its like we don't even get a say in anything. Whenever we play our own music, he asks us to make it softer and we do, but when he makes his music super loud, he won't soften it, plus, he's like super duper mean to others, and he does not even have a heart now! I am still waiting, but it's just so hard, i wish that we could go back to the old days, and everyone can be happy about it, dose'nt he realise that we all led such a happier life when he followed JESUS? why can't he just turn away from the satanic stuff and come back to church? Why can't he realise how miserable he is without God? I mean really, look at us Christians, we are so happy and we have such a good life, WHY WHY WHY CAN't he just realise how sad and depressed we are, Like everyone is like so fustrated that he deos this kind of things, i just don't understand ?!
And i just really feel very troubled, no one actually understands my feelings, except from God, however, when Mark plays the Horrible music, even Not Horrible music, I feel really really stressed and depressed and angry and it's like i can go mad! I"M REALLY TROUBLED! i don't know what to do, how to react.
yesterday i felt the same way, and i was seriously really stressed! But i went to god in prayer, i asked him to help me overcome the feelings i felt, i read the bible and everything, he really helped me, but i need a sign, i'm losing my faith, help me, i need a sign, a miracle, i need help, it's like ever since mark changed, nothing has been the same, (my whole world's like topsy turvy) in a bad way. GOD PLEASE, ANYTHING WILL DO, i need you, and thanks for helping me out today, i feel so alone, like no one understands how i feel, but you understand don't you, you love him don't you? i know you do, God send me a sign, and guys readin this, God and his word really will help you, BELIEVE in him, just like i do.

today:)

today(hah) ... today i had a sudden urge to eat beef noodles, so i came home, and my mom was at home, she was like: i could've picked you, .... anyway, she had to pay some bills at tm, so i went with her cuz i did'nt eat lunch yet, and i still felt like eatin beef noodles, so we walked to tm, and then we saw JARED eatin with his friends at some sushi place( near the swimming pool) , and YATTAYATTAYATA so my mom brought me to HAN"S and i ate BEEF HOR FUN. It was suuuper delicious!!! yay, now i don't feel like eaTIN beef noodle anymore:)

CONCLUSION:
Han's is a very good place to eat at when you have the urge to eat beef noodles":}
oh and, school was boring, THE END

_-_

sometimes i dread going home.
the fact that it just isn't home nowadays,
and i never know when it will ever be again


i will trust that there will be a miracle

FINALLY

i know what you guys ar thinking... finally, haha yea finally i updated, i'm going to school for dance soon so this will be a really short entry.
Any way, yay i have a new blogskin/template whatever heh! i learnt french just now and it was sooo coool i know how to say alot of things in french now. yay!
Finally holidays are here,but my schedule is still freaking tight. Ms marvelous didn't come yesterday! wtheck! its the last day of school, she keeps ponnin. But yesterdy was damn fun, after cleanin a little, me and ali(aleeya) were dammit sweatin so we decided to go to the library to get some air con. Then i had dance. In case you don't know, We got GOLD WITH HONORS!!! cool yea. ok i'm going to get ready for dance now, theres this part in dance that i have to do this back lift thing and i can't do it!!! I love dance, but its like everyday from 1.30 to 4.30... i dont really mind. Anyway, i have no idea how to put my tagboard in so you guys can just leave comments, CHEERS!

phuket2006

PHUKET 2006



SAMANTHA ON THE GO CART THINGI


THIS IS THE IMBAA BEACH I'VE ALWAYS BEEN TALKING ABOUT


tHIS IS THE IMBAA BEACH I'VE ALWAYS BEEN TALKING ABOUT


IN SOME RESTRAUNT PLAYING POOL, BUT I DIDNT KNOW HOW TO PLAY SO I WAS JUST POKING THE BALL... OOH THE POLE LOVES ME(RIGHT JOHN?[MY YOUNGER BRO])


sAMANTHA AND MYSELF POSING FOR THE CAMERA


GO-CART RIDING... BUT IN THE END I DIDNT RIDE ON MY OWN CUS I ALMOST RODE OFF A HILL.
THEN IN ORDER TO PROTECT MY WIERDO BROTHER (MARK) LIONEL FRACTURED HIS ARM, DONT ASK ITS A LONG STORY.


gO-CART RIDING


BEAUTIFUL SCENERY...



so just ignore my center parting and say wow everyone looks ssooo nice in the pictures... ooh and there was this really guy that i remember, he was H.O.T (australian)

WAIT

hello ok i'm going to post a really stupid conver sation BUT WAIT, I KNOW SOME OF YOU WONT LOOK BUT COME'ON JUST LOOOK.....


LORRAINE :] says:
i bet i'm your hero:]
MY HERROOO IS COMING TO SAVE ME. says:
shut up la.
MY HERROOO IS COMING TO SAVE ME. says:
wl bimbooooo
LORRAINE :] says:
dotttttts haha
LORRAINE :] says:
anyw
LORRAINE :] says:
today no cell yeah...
LORRAINE :] says:
you stayin over nxt week
MY HERROOO IS COMING TO SAVE ME. says:
no i've got sch the next day :/
LORRAINE :] says:
wwl
LORRAINE :] says:
wl
MY HERROOO IS COMING TO SAVE ME. says:
heh yeah sucks i know.
LORRAINE :] says:
then i oso dont wanna stay cus i hv ballet the next dag
MY HERROOO IS COMING TO SAVE ME. says:
damn shitttt.
LORRAINE :] says:
*day
MY HERROOO IS COMING TO SAVE ME. says:
i have sch at 8 okay.
LORRAINE :] says:
hahahahahhahahahahahahahahaa
LORRAINE :] says:
hahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahah
MY HERROOO IS COMING TO SAVE ME. says:
your ballet later right?
LORRAINE :] says:
11
LORRAINE :] says:
o clock
MY HERROOO IS COMING TO SAVE ME. says:
wl.
MY HERROOO IS COMING TO SAVE ME. says:
i end at ten lol.
LORRAINE :] says:
oh haha but i end at 1230
LORRAINE :] says:
shuck
LORRAINE :] says:
s
MY HERROOO IS COMING TO SAVE ME. says:
hahaha noobbbbb.
LORRAINE :] says:
better than you right wake up so earli
LORRAINE :] says:
hha
MY HERROOO IS COMING TO SAVE ME. says:
whatevvvv
LORRAINE :] says:
your mom is like 30 yrs younger when she talks on face book la
LORRAINE :] says:
she talks like super cool
LORRAINE :] says:
like you
LORRAINE :] says:
not that youre cool
MY HERROOO IS COMING TO SAVE ME. says:
HAHAHA.
LORRAINE :] says:
...i m trying to say that if youre cool she talks like u
LORRAINE :] says:
hahah it rhymes
MY HERROOO IS COMING TO SAVE ME. says:
-.-
MY HERROOO IS COMING TO SAVE ME. says:
bimbo.
LORRAINE :] says:
lf youre cool she talks like you... YAY ME
MY HERROOO IS COMING TO SAVE ME. says:
-.-
MY HERROOO IS COMING TO SAVE ME. says:
wtheck im gonna slap you to wake you up when i see you.
MY HERROOO IS COMING TO SAVE ME. says:
wl wake up la.
MY HERROOO IS COMING TO SAVE ME. says:
BIMBO.
LORRAINE :] says:
i m alrdy awake
MY HERROOO IS COMING TO SAVE ME. says:
OHH EMM GEE.
LORRAINE :] says:
(even more) bimbe
LORRAINE :] says:
*bimbo
MY HERROOO IS COMING TO SAVE ME. says:
this conversation is getting dumberrrrrrr.
LORRAINE :] says:
yuppp
LORRAINE :] says:
haha
LORRAINE :] says:
i'm laughing to myself... hahaha
MY HERROOO IS COMING TO SAVE ME. says:
omg.
MY HERROOO IS COMING TO SAVE ME. says:
i cant talk to you anymore lol.
LORRAINE :] says:
ok wait
LORRAINE :] says:
youre hero is coming to save u from yourself
LORRAINE :] says:
haha
MY HERROOO IS COMING TO SAVE ME. says:
omg
MY HERROOO IS COMING TO SAVE ME. says:
lorraine that's it.
MY HERROOO IS COMING TO SAVE ME. says:
bye.
LORRAINE :] says:
bye see you on sunday if you get saved
LORRAINE :] says:
by me
LORRAINE :] says:
haha
LORRAINE :] says:
but i dont wanna save you
LORRAINE :] says:
so bye
MY HERROOO IS COMING TO SAVE ME. says:
omg bye bimbs.
LORRAINE :] says:
theres only me here
MY HERROOO IS COMING TO SAVE ME. says:
bimbo.
LORRAINE :] says:
heheh
LORRAINE :] says:
ok la bye haha




see i told you its funny ha



any w, i miss myanmar !
courtesy of kids life:]